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And if your heart stops beating

Fri Dec 12, 2008, 8:56 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Disloyal Order of Water Buffalos - Fall Out Boy
Amazing Poetry
o1] Put your music player on shuffle.
o2] Type in the first lines of twenty songs.
o3] The first line of the twenty-first song is the title of the poem.

"If they could see you now
I am an arms dealer
All press is good press, kids
One song, about a girl
How could you know?
Here's a new idea
I dried my eyes, now I crust them with sleep [*snort*]
I sat outside my front window, this story's going somewhere:
The I.V. and your hospital bed
Yesterday you were on my back just to get my time.
They gonna clean up your looks
To un-explain the unforgivable
Oh, little did she know
When I wake up
She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Sometimes when I'm in heaven
Hold up wait a minute put a little love in it
You are young and so am I.
She tries to erase
You're a canary, I'm a coal mine"

hmm mm very poetic -nods-
CHELSEA NAME MORE THAN 5 SONGS AND YOU GET COOKIE

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hmmm.. I has a wittle kitten as of last week, and I luffs him C: His name is Gabe. Gabey-baby
Fall Out Boy's new album comes out on the 16th. No words to express my excitement and love for this band and their music o3o
last concert of the year (Nov 26 - Cobra Starship) was amazing. Got bruised and sore. Met Gabe Saporta and had an aweshum time (ps-he is like...the hawtest guy eveh right now xD)

I have to somehow survive the last week of school before the break- there's so much work I have to do I have no idea how it will get done -crosses fingers for luck-
after that it's finishing up xmas shoppping then xmas then awesome free time YUUHH :iconimhappyplz:

oh and ty for teh 7k views.
lol @ Kaitlyn for having 14k


hmm

Mon Nov 10, 2008, 6:45 PM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Twilight soundtrack (actually not so bad so far)
  • Reading: Panic at the Disco slash fanfiction
  • Watching: Intervention
  • Eating: bubblegum

going to concerts is an addicting thing. They're the only times that I am so happy..it's like being on a high. When I am surrounded by hot, sweaty bodies, and belting out the lyrics to my fav songs, I don't have to care about *anything* else in the world..which is pretty cool because there's a lot of shit that goes on lately. I see the faces of band members that I see pictures of every day, and hear the music I listen to every day *live*, and it seems surreal. Sometimes I want to cry tears of happiness, but I don't think that I have (yet) xD... Listening to my music gets me through each and every day, now I can't imagine going through a year without any concerts. ( it's been 3 this year, almost/so close to 4) Too bad I can only do this a few times a year..
No one can convince me I've seen this band or that band too many times... (which is what my mom asks me when I tell her I'm seeing Cobra for the 3rd time this year)

I can't think of anything else to say... but I will see Cobra Starship on the 26th of of this month! (probs last show of the year).
I am suuu excited to see them again, it makes me happy thinking about X3 I think I will draw them a pretty fanart of them..and hopefully hand it over to them personally^^ (wish meh luck~)

Fangs up <3

PLZES pl0x

Sun Oct 12, 2008, 4:26 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet
  • Reading: What's Bred in the Bone by Robertson Davies
  • Watching: Sex and the City
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ooh journal entries are meaningless when you know that no one's gonna read em D: But anyways, some facts about mu lyfe:

- i be an offcial adult spring next year :iconimpervyplz:

- my family life kinda SUCKS :iconimnothappyplz:

- music owns meh soul :iconohwhyplz:

- slash owns meh lifes :iconiloveitplz:

- PATRICK STUMP :iconiloveyouplz:

- I don't liek me art skillz :iconohshitplz:

- ANIME :iconhappylightplz:

- I dun know what I wanna be when I'm older :iconretardthinkingplz:

- yay 4 FWIENDS :iconawwehplz:

- going to see my fav bands live is TEH SHIAT :iconohseriousplz:

- another excuse to use a plz icon: :iconwooooplz:

okie, im done, bye now^^'

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oh haaaiii 8B

Thu Jul 10, 2008, 11:03 AM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Metro Station
  • Reading: The Da Vinci Code
  • Watching: Dr. G
  • Playing: Creature Creator if I can get it to work xD
  • Eating: Munchies :B
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:iconholdit4plz::iconholdit5plz::iconholdit6plz:

:iconimhighplz:

sooo.. the last journal entry was so emo :[
wanted to get it out of the way xD

Anime North was aweesoome : D So many cosplayers *w* And so many stuff to buy.. hehe I only had $100 xD;;
There were so many things I missed out on, cause we only got to go on Saturday, and Chels and I didn't have a completed cosplay (that's why no pics xD). Our Sasori/Deidara cosplayness will be completed some day though X3
My favourite thing I purchased was my Roxas plushie ^w^ <3

Although something really bad happened. I was carrying around my Zetsu plushie ([link]) and then, you guessed it >> : he disappeared. I retraced my steps but I couldn't find him anywhere. I felt like breaking down in the middle of the con TT_TT I still kick myself to this day about it, cause I damn well miss him. What's worse is that ~yellinyellow, who made the awesome plushies is no longer on net...
-hopes at least Zetsu is in a good home-

Anyways.. the days of summer are kinda busy for me, cause I have two jobs xD;; I miss my friends though. Cause we don't really live near each other, we don't hang out much. (Dark Knight or least HellBoy has to be seen!!)

Warped Tour in Montreal is in 10 days! Me so excited :love:

And I am going to try to get some arts done this summer. My gallery is so lame! XD;;

toodles!

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Wed May 14, 2008, 7:56 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
Yesterday... talk about one of the worst days of my life ;__; Chelsea and I were supposed to see Panic at the Disco in Montreal, but my dad's car broke down. So we spent 3 hours waiting on the side of the highway for a tow truck, and then Chelsea's mom was nice enough to pick us up and take us home. Even though we were only an hour away from Montreal...
I didn't let it all out until I got home... I can be a crybaby T-T But I was checking the time all night, and when I got home was when Panic would have been on stage.
Uwaargh I don't know how to describe how I feel. But I've been waiting to see them for months, not including the time that I have loved the band (last night would have been my first time seeing them). I'm just hoping they have a fall tour... -sobs- I was so excited... but now I am so crestfallen. I even skipped school cause I'm depressed and ashamed. I'm sorry Chelsea.

sorry to everyone else for the emoness ._.


Anime North is less than a couple weeks away.
At least we have that to look forward to.
Expect some pics of me as Sasori :3

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